Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Sunday, August 9, 2026

Bike sprint, resistance, diet, life change

Doing bike sprints while seated is really a difficult thing, to not stand and engage the glutes, strongest muscles in the body.  Much more of a quad workout. However, that's what I'm doing during this healing phase of my workouts.  Still doing daily resistance, 24 pullups this morning.  Becoming routine.  Situps, ab wheel, pushups, dumbells, hanging abs are my routine.  Stopped doing the slant board squats for a while.  The 2.5 mile bike sprint was a 'seated' PR.  Almost a minute slower than my regular PR. 

2.5 mile seated mountain bike sprint - Laurel Branch Trl

Time - 10:09

Avg speed - 12.8 mph

Max HR - 165

HR over 156 - 4:07

Avg HR - 150 (inc 1 min recovery at end)

Decent workout but not the real max HR sweat dripper that I'm used to.  Really helps to have the glutes to get to that intensity.

Had a swim yesterday at Scott's party.  Also ate some party food like chips and brownies, ice cream, but not a lot.  Still 142.7 for today's weigh in.  

I feel like my life has entered a major transition as I've now committed to playing full solo concerts starting in Oct.  The lifestyle of a musician that I led for so many yrs is quite different than the lifestyle I led after the pandemic pushing toward athletic championships.  It actually got a bit unhealthy during the peak as a performer in my early 40s.  Was probably 10-12+ lbs heavier, didn't watch my diet as much, exercise wasn't a priority, occasionally ate poorly, spent a lot of time sitting and practicing, up late at night and drinking too much tea and coffee, even beer, occasional light use of cannabis - (which actually is proven helpful in the interpretive and creative process).  Also, performing itself is quite stressful.  When you say you're a guitarist, usually the next question is, 'are you in a band?'   There is no more difficult, challenging, and stressful situation for a guitarist than doing hour long SOLO classical concerts in an academic or concert series situation.  Period.  

I did find a shirtless photo of myself from that era before athletics when my life was only guitar.  I looked somewhat lean, but weak.   

This is about 24-25 yrs ago, (about age 41-42ish).   I was doing some very serious hiking then, so I wasn't by any means significantly overweight.  This photo was during a boat trip with Lisa at Fontana.  At one point, we did a 25 mile day hike with a nearly 5000' vertical climb, as well as a 16 miler with a 3300' climb in the same few day trip.   I couldn't come close to doing that today.  Only maybe if my life depended on it.  

The parallels between training as a sprinter and as a concert musician are really remarkable … “trust the process” as they say.  I haven’t played a full hour solo program in almost 8 yrs I think. (Shorter programs yes).  Now concerned with hand health, but that is generally ok.   Where athletics and music training differ is in time spent. Physical adaptations for the hands seem to take more daily time than relatively brief intense track workouts, because a lot of the practice is slow and methodical, and it’s every day.  Both are long term commitments taking months, not only in learning to execute, but doing it on the spot in a performance, which is more the mental aspect.    Not that it's impossible to do both as I did in 2015, but my 2015 tour was in the fall - off season for track.

Anyway, since I started this blog 15 yrs ago, it's going to remain about training, fitness, wellness, etc... and I'm going to begin at some point, moving my discussions on music to my somewhat neglected other blog which I started nearly 20 yrs as mostly an adventure, outdoors, travel, music, and photography blog.  https://tnparadise.blogspot.com/

I'm really liking my life right now.  Have settled into a pleasant routine where I stay up late and practice, sometimes go to the cathedral, wake up early and go back to sleep, usually getting out of bed by 9 or 10am, do a few scales on the guitar, do my pullups, pushups, a brief walk, weigh in on my scale, drink a liter of water, sit in the hot tub, get out and start my daily practicing ... which will go for hours.  I have my first coffee about noon and a light snack, usually Wasa crackers with fig jam mixed with psyllium husk.  I eat my main meal which is a large salad sometimes with fish, or chick peas.  Sometimes a vegetable stew with zucchini, cabbage, tomatoes, onions, garlic, basil from my small basil tree, and whatever other vegetables I have available.   Really low carb.    These types of main meals don't have enough calories to make it and I've been snacking on walnuts and blueberries, occasionally Wasa crackers of Royo bread with sunflower butter, and dried cranberries.   When I do eat meat, it's usually flounder, salmon, organic chicken breast.  I will also occasionally eat other types of fish like cod, shrimp.  So with a relatively narrow diet, it's not out of the possibility that I may have a folate or Vit B deficiency so I'm testing for that on Friday.  Easy to remedy.  Due to my CKD, I was told to be cautious with Vit C, and I did see my collagen supplement had 100mg of Vit C.  Should be ok.  

Living in nature and getting most of my vegetables from the local organic market, the low stress job, the commitment to health and fitness I have now should help make a healthier transition back into concert performance.  Older and wiser.  





Monday, May 18, 2026

PR morning bike sprint

Today a big PR in the 2.5 mile bike sprint (on gravel with hills) on the old heavy mtn bike.  I inflated the tires to the rated max and I think that also helped.  It was hard.  Beat the previous by 16 sec.  

2.5 mile bike sprint - Laurel Branch Trl

Time:  10:00

Avg HR: 166

Max HR: 174


HR stayed pretty much in the 160s the whole time.  30 sec after finishing, monitor showed a HR spike to 191, but I think that was anomaly ...but I don't know.  That's why I didn't list it as max.  After the finishing sprint I was at 173, then 20 sec later a gradual but steady 10 sec rise to 191 as I climbed a staircase, then drop to 161 after 30 sec more.   









Making some headway on weight.  Was 144 this morning, 3 lbs less than 2 days ago.  Just one meal, a chicken breast and a little salad.   Really hard to lose weight at this age.  Takes some real sacrifice and calorie restriction.  Tricks to curb the hunger.  I've been drinking these low calorie flavored waters by Spindrift.  Once or twice a day, a decaf cappuccino.   

I feel for my brother.  He has had a helluva time.  He's never had dietary discipline.  Feels bad everyday, overweight at 195, claims the Lyrica drug makes him eat too much, on many drugs.  

Not me.  Simon pure.  No drugs. 

But, Joe thinks I should be on drugs.  

144.3 after workout.

What have I been doing? 


Planting flowers of course.  

Saturday, May 2, 2026

Ahhh.... May

Monday, I had an appt with a structural engineer to look at my house and an appt with a tree guy in Sewanee 90 min later.   I rushed out of a faculty senate meeting and ran about a half mile to my car on pavement.  I was 5 min late getting home for the meeting to receive a text telling me he would be 30 min late.  He also made me miss my meeting in Sewanee.   During the run on pavement, I felt I strained my knee but went to the gym later that night and rowed anyway.  Next day Tues, I tried a running workout and couldn't manage it.  Just did some high knees and a few 50s on turf.  Knee felt bad the next day.  So, haven't been doing anything but 'old man stuff' like mowing my lawn, working on my boat.  It's weird.  I can jump, bike, row, run stairs...  just can't sprint.  

Finished off the year at both colleges and now just enjoying the awesomeness of spring.   Going to delve back into music and start gingerly back on the bike and rower, no running for a while.  Still trying to lose weight.   Tough to do without these big workouts.  Hanging at 146-147.   I had a Thurs party for my students and ate stuff I ever usually do, but not a lot - pizza and chips.  

My brother gave me more bad news that he has more blockages in his celiac and mesentaric arteries, along with a possible beginnings of an aortic aneurysm.  Makes me want to get that angiography even more.  He complains of weight gain but still eats pasta ... blames it on the drugs.  He's over 190 lbs.   (If there was one thing that will put the weight on you, it's pasta).   He's never eaten well (healthy) and I guess he just assumes the damage is done and his drugs will control it.  

I did secure an appt with my PCP to get those tests for kidney function:  eGFR, c-cystatin, and others.   I'll push for an angiography. 

It's so lush and cool in Sewanee.  Only low 60s today.  

Friday, April 24, 2026

busy end of semester, 30s, 100s, hiking

Been too busy to update much.  Lot's of activities going on on the Sewanee campus.  Last Friday, I went to the gym and expected to do some rowing, but instead I did about 5x 30m indoor sprints, each one felt better.  Was fun.  Last one was close to full effort.  

Stretches, drills

5 x 30 sprints

box jumps - 30" standing, 40" 3 step runup

Tues, managed to even do a brief hike before I had to work, and a few 100m on turf after the hike.

2 mile hike - Firey Gizzard trail

stretches, drills

100m on turf - 16.8

2 x 100m on turf w/ 30 sec rest - 15.44, 16.29

144.8 lbs after workout. 

It was actually hard since I hadn't run much in a while.  I was actually slightly sore from the short sprints.   Still not 100% pain free, won't be upping it from 1x a week running.  

Tomorrow I have 3 student recitals to hear, Monday is last faculty senate meeting, Tues Sewanee guitar finals, Wed last day of school MTSU including 2 Masters comp exams and my Mus Apprec class exam, then last faculty meeting and party for the the students on Thurs... and I am DONE for the summer.  

Will likely bring the boat here next week and do a big bike climb from the river next weekend at Raccoon Mtn.  Roya starts her new job that following Mon in Chattanooga.   

Lot of stuff going on as I have a building and clean up thing going in Murfreesboro after the tree destroyed my garage and sunroom.  Meeting with contractors, adjustors, etc... They finally removed the down trees.  

Such beautiful weather in Sewanee.  This place is just a 19 min drive and 1 mile walk from my house... the forest primeval with rhododendron, and wild orchids.  Love this time of year.


Sunday, April 19, 2026

Hiking and biking - bike climb, tree fall

Wed did a major hike in Savage Gulf, very beautiful wild flowers and waterfalls ...  a 'forest primeval'.  (Photos below). Hills, boulder fields, and a clean stone creek bed to rest on for a while.  It was only 5.5 miles from the trail head to the falls and back but I 'felt it' afterwards.  A little soreness in the knees, 2 days after my running workout.  However feeling pretty good this weekend.  

General news:  my life was complicated by a minor catastrophe at my Murfreesboro log house.  Thursday's storm dropped a tree over and though my carport, crushing my tenant's truck and the large enclosed porch area, with some branches penetrating the roof of my house over the tenant's apartment.  It's at least $50k damage, probably much more, likely need a new roof including trusses, new carport, new porch, etc...  $12,500 just to remove the 3 trees involved off the house and property.  But... that's why we pay insurance.  The roof needed to be replaced anyway.  It could likely be built back better than it was.  Fortunately, the log house structure itself was not damaged!  That is the main thing.  A log house with 200 yr old hand hewn logs is not replaceable.  But, it's a major hassle.  I have to make the 70 min one-way trip to Murfreesboro and back 5x in the next 10 days.  At least it missed my boat.  (photos below).

On Thurs and Friday I did the 2.5 mile sprint on my road, 11:04 and 10:50.  Fastest one I really put out, pushing HR over 180, although that may have been anomalous (188 max).  

Sat, I watched the local track meet and took break to do the Roark's cove bike climb.  I think it was a season PR.  Actually second fastest post op.  HR data was nominal, mid 180's peak at the end but 1:20 after summiting, it shot up to the 190s on my monitor, so that must have been erroneous.  I tried to check it by pulse and it was in fact wrong, unless it was a delayed reading.  Should probably get a more reliable monitor.   Maybe a Polar? 

Roark's Cove bike Climb

total time - 22:12

Anyway, will hit the gym tonight, was going to run hills tomorrow but that will have to wait til Tues due to my house issue.  

My Grail cancer screening was negative, fortunately.   

Cold snap this Sunday morning, 41º last night, fire going on the porch.   Tonight, going to the gym to row.  



 






Tree falls on my house - 4/16/26


Saturday, March 21, 2026

bike climb

Friday was my first bike climb in a while.  Warm awesome spring weather.  74º and fair weather.  Amazing that 3 days prior, there was snow on the ground.  

The climb felt really slow and hard but, it was a minute faster than my previous, second fastest this yr.

Roark's Cove Rd bike climb

Time - 24:19

Max HR - 184

HR over 170 - 9:34

HR over 180 - 1:25

Avg speed - 5.7 mph

Avg HR - 164 

Summer like weather this weekend.  Going to be in the 80ºs.  

Enjoying watching the World Indoor Championships in Turin, as I lay on my porch, same track I raced on 3 yrs ago.   

The months are ticking by but I don't feel an urgency to get back on the track.  Having tried to come back too soon and race the 400m indoors resulted in my present setback, but I'm not yet giving up the idea of racing again.   Doesn't look like I'll be ready to race this season, at least not the 400m, but I'm thinking about the Worlds in FL a year from now.   Maybe the short sprints.  Still 4 months to Nationals and I think I could get ready to race short sprints in 2-3 months, but will only train if I'm pain free and feel like I'm NOT damaging myself.  

Lot in life going on.  My parents declining rapidly at age 84 and 86, I have to manage my mother's health claims and home care.  I have a major home building project starting this yr which will more than double the size of my house, a major lifetime project, expensive.   It will be likely starting by the summer and continuing all year.  A lot of uncertainty in the world with the incompetent US administration starting a war, unstable markets, likely higher prices for everything.  My main 401k is down only 2% because of my very conservative holdings, despite the Dow now down 10% from it's peak.  The longtime University President resigned and who knows what changes that may bring.  Anything negative from that change would likely not happen for more than 2 yrs, but one never knows.  I'm fine to retire but would prefer to work 4 more yrs.  

Roya just likely got hired by a world-wide engineering firm, a 6 fig job where she can work mostly from home.  A huge relief for her after being laid off in Jan.  She was previously offered a job from this company and turned it down.  At age 64, she's more than happy to take this offer and the benefits package. 

With a half time sabbatical coming up next year, I need to get in concert shape on the guitar.  I feel the carpal tunnel issue coming on in my R hand, and I probably should have the surgery but so far, I'm ok.  Also, continued concerns and surveillance about my organ health with more testing coming up this spring and summer.   No glaring issues and I feel ok, especially with the new morning water drinking regime.  I was going to get more tests next week to be sure there's no significant changes.  

The one variable that has changed is that I completely stopped taking all supplements back in Oct.  Anecdotally, a month later the knee started hurting, so I'm going to start 5 grams of collagen a day to see if it helps.  I'll have a CMP to make sure it's not affecting my liver enzymes.  

Plan for near future is to get strong and light before I try any turf sprints.  Will stay with bike and rowing, then graduate to hills and stairs before sprints on the flat.  Still hanging around the 145-146 lb weight, and want to be 140-141 before any running.  

This was Monday...  Tues morning was 24º - Friday was 74º






Sunday, February 1, 2026

Stairmaster, thoughts, memories

Tired of the rowing so I did a stairmaster session last night at the gym.  Knee was ok, occasional slight pain but very minor.  Was able to complete a 16 min hill session on level 15 which is usually as high as I go.  The most important thing is no swelling or pain afterward or the next morning.

Stairmaster - hill program, level 15 - 16 min

Max HR - 169

Avg HR - 152

Ham curls and leg extension - light weight


Looking back, and forward.  

Looking back, 10 yrs ago today I raced Marvin Bracy, 2nd fastest man in the world (2022) in a 60m race.  He's a 9.85 sprinter.  To my right in that race was Adrian Griffith from the Bahamas, a 10.1 sprinter and national record holder.  It truly was a privilege to be doing this at age 55.  Looking at the video, I got out pretty well.  Was a full second behind Bracy but, hey.... 7.7 to his 6.7.  Great memory.   Takes me back to what was a great year.  I had just won my first outdoor national title the previous summer, and was running in a bunch of college meets that year to get ready for indoor nationals, where I had one of my greatest meets, winning the 400m in 55.22 unchallenged, and an indoor PR of 24.65 in the 200m. We also set a WR in the 4x200m relay.  That summer, went on to win my third consecutive 400m title in Grand Rapids, MI.

I guess I mention all this because it's a continuous adjustment to not be going to Indoor Nationals and possibly retiring from competition, although no firm decision on that.  In those semi-conscious moments when drifting off to sleep in the hot tub, I sometimes go back to that mindset, where I'm thinking about what workout I'm going to do, how much wind is there, how am I going to dress, the smell of the track, the training shoes and equipment bag, etc...   It's a transition to a different realm, then and now.

Reminds me of a few Olympian friends of mine, David - 400m hurdler and Kamari - long track speed skater.  I corresponded with both of them about their retirement from elite athletics, and they retired late 20s / early 30s.  Major transition.  I also used to follow the youtube channel of Olympian Natasha H., 400m sprinter who retired 2 yrs ago.  She had thousands of views on her channel and then, suddenly ... it ended.  No new posts.  Same thing with Derval O's blog, an Irish Olympic hurdler I was following.  One day her blog was all about training.  Then it was gone.  (She did come back to post later about motherhood and recipes). Now she's trying to sell workout plans as a 'fitness influencer.'    I don't want that to happen with this blog, whether I continue to compete or not.  I will continue to post here and keep up a wellness and fitness blog, even if I can't sprint forever.  

Looking forward, I haven't given up the idea of competing totally.  I could certainly compete relatively untrained and run slow, but that's not me.  It all comes down to how much and how quickly I can recover from a running workout.  I could probably be competitive even if I could do just 2x week, but that would be a minimum.  Maybe I'll set my goals for that.  I had really achieved quite a decent foundation by late Nov, running a 62 but all or most of that is lost now and I'll have to start from scratch.  

Almost 3 weeks since I've tried any running and maybe I'll give it another week.  Busy week and a performance coming up and so is warmer weather.  I'll probably wait til next week to give it a go.  Trying some new knee strengthening exercises.

Thursday, January 29, 2026

wood workout

This was as taxing and difficult as anything I've done in a long time.  Spent 3 1/2 hrs of cutting, splitting, and stacking firewood.  It was exceptionally hard and heavy wood, hickory.  It was so dense that only a new chain would cut it.  I thought it was seasoned since the bark came off easily but now I'm not quite sure.  Doesn't matter because it'll burn once the fireplace insert gets up to operating temperature, I cut some small pieces, and I have enough seasoned oak to get it hot.   Felt like I was carrying stone blocks with the hickory.  Some of the pieces I had to carry up hill were probably 60+ lbs.  My body hurt afterward, knees, hands, arms, and back.

This winter is exceptionally cold with this weekend being forecast to be down around 10ºF for 2 nights with possible snow on Saturday morning.  With my Thurs concert cancelled, I decided to collect this firewood.  I don't need it to heat my house, but it's a nice supplement.  Also usually good exercise, but this was a bit much.

School has been cancelled for the entire week including a big tribute concert on Saturday.  Not including my faculty senate meeting on Monday, it will have been a 13 day vacation from teaching at MTSU.  I won't be teaching til Tues in Sewanee.  

Hope to get back into the gym tomorrow night.  Still a bit sore. 

You can see in the first photo, the big shed is nearly empty and the smaller shed near the house, full.  I was able to fill the large shed halfway.   

It takes about three trips up the stairs to fill my wood crib next to my fireplace.  Each load about 50 - 60 lbs.  






Thursday, January 15, 2026

few strides, bike

Tuesday was the nicest day of the week mid 50ºs and sunny, hit the track for the first time in 2 weeks.  Didn't do much, just testing the water a bit.  Just a warmup, some exercises and drills, and bike top half of Roark's cove road.

Stretches, drills, lunges

4 x 50m - high knee runs on turf

2 x 50m strides on turf

1.5 mile bike climb

Still not ready to resume any track training.  Who knows if I ever will be.  2 days later, a bit stiff and slight pain.  Sure, I could probably tolerate running with a few days of soreness and stiffness, but that won't work for the long term if it's not improving.  May need a longer reset.  In the meantime, I'll stick with the bike, rower, gym, and do the knee strengthening exercises ... while resisting the temptation to run for a while.

Have maintained a healthy weight.  Generally in the 141-143.5 range.  

More important is just staying alive and staying on top of health issues.  In addition to giving up caffeine and drinking lots of water, I'm also quitting eating almonds and almond butter, a high oxalate food that I had been eating daily.  (Can cause kidney issues and inflammation).  

It's going to be really a tough February with faculty senate, 3 audition days, and some medical appointments. Instead of my usual 2 half days a full day, first week I'll have only Friday and Sunday completely off.  I capped my Sewanee teaching at 4 hrs a week, don't want any more.  I'm full again this semester.  But looking forward to my sabbatical next year, where I'll be able to just go in one day/ week for the entire academic yr in most weeks.  

Been making the shed my practice home at night, it's going to be a test tonight to see if it stays warm enough, it's uninsulated but 2 x 1500w space heaters have been able to keep it toasty.  

What really sucks is that my main working laptop went down (black screen) less than a week before the semester starts, so I'm thankful this 14 yr old Macbook is still working.  Drove 75 miles to Huntsville Apple Store and they couldn't fix it because MTSU had an admin code they wouldn't give me.  Made the trip for nothing.   


Saturday, December 27, 2025

5 x 150m hills on pavement

At my parent's house and did a workout Friday on the hill that I've done many times before.  The hill is not as steep as Roark's cove but it generally kicked my butt, even resting minutes in between, several minutes between #4 and #5.

Did a very minimal warmup and ran the first one slow.  The first one was a bit painful but all the others felt fine.  My final one was my fastest and the only one under 30 sec.

Stretches

5 x 150m hills on pavement ~ 29.6 - 33

As expected, the knee was sore on Saturday.   I probably won't run until at least Tues or Wed again, then decide whether I should race on Sunday 1/4.   Can't really cross train here unless I pay $15 to a professional gym.  Amazingly, none of The Villages rec centers have a rower or stairmaster.  

I'm sick, feverish at night, chest cough.  Tested neg for covid on Sat.  Was exposed on my flight on Wed night.  Maybe test again Sunday.   

It's been a bit stressful being here with my parents, while being sick, and out of my low stress element on the mountain.   I need to go to my mother's Drs appointment with her at 10:30am Monday.  I'm flying out soon afterward.   Airport is 70 min away and boarding will probably close about 1:15 pm.  Cutting it real close.  I have a backup flight on Wed if I miss this one.  (I will lose the $ for one of these). It's been tough to help my parents, my dad is incapable of really doing anything on the internet, both have memory problems, and my mother is suffering from spinal stenosis but keeps soldiering on, doing all the shopping, housework, cooking and serving my father.  I'm always amazed that my dad questions my ability to 'find my way around' and find information, seemingly oblivious to gps, and the www, needlessly obsesses about small insignificant details.   (I speak a bit freely here because I know my dad could never find my blog on the internet. Not kidding).

I took them out to dinner and I'm happy to have them together and celebrating their 66th anniversary.   End of life stuff is going to be tough.  But, I'd be happy to be in the physical shape my father is in at almost 86, despite his sedentarianism.  His longevity is amazing considering he eats sweets, chemical laden drinks, artificial sweeteners, low diversity of food, tons of animal fat, very little vegetables, nothing really healthy, carbs, low quality baked goods like cookies and pies from the supermarket.  He'll probably live longer than me.  

I am eating less and I'm probably quite light, around 140.  

66th anniversary



Saturday, March 8, 2025

4 week mark, looking back and forward

Approaching the 4 week mark post op and still being really careful.  Wearing the brace all the time and only occasionally putting small amount of weight on the R leg just for balance.  Dr said 50% weight is ok but not even doing that.  Last 3 weeks have been a good period of healing.  My ROM is about 100º of flexion.

This weekend is the opening meet at Berry College where last year I raced a 400m in 59.75, finishing 36th out of 37.   I'm thinking it may very well be the last time I'll ever break 60 sec in a 400m.  

Back in 2016, I would have been disappointed if I failed to break 56.  I ran eight 400s that year under 56 sec.  I turned 56 that summer.  It was at this same meet at Berry in 2017 where I ran my last outdoor 400m under 56 sec and two weeks later, ran 55.17 in Daegu at Worlds.  For reference, with my 2017 time of 55.79 at Berry, I would have finished ahead of both those runners in the photo - 4 mo short of age 57.  Daegu would be my final sub 56 sec 400.  I did come really close to breaking 56 sec 4 yrs later at age 61, just 3 1/2 yrs ago in Canada with that WL 56.23.  


4 yrs ago I was beating HS kids on the new indoor track in Louisville at age 60.  Ran a 57.81 on that track in 2021.

Anyway, nice to look back.  

I was recently looking at colleagues races and thinking that I miss it, but also thinking how inane it is.  To win a meet, get that medal, while running a time that is ridiculously slow compared to just a few yrs ago.  The last 200m I ran in May '24 was 27.00.  The only time I failed to break 27 sec in a 200m.  My first 200m split in my 400m at nationals in '21 was 26.8.  Even 27.00 is a respectable time for M65. It would rank #3 in world right now M65.  So, at least I stayed relatively fast til the end, if that was the end.

Dates for 2026 World Masters Championships have been announced for Daegu, and it's end of August.  I am really dubious I could ever be ready to race by then, especially after taking 2 consecutive summers off.  I will likely only have been running a year at most by then.  Probably not worth it.  I'm thinking the healing process will be longer this time.  I have two more weeks on crutches and last time I was transitioning off crutches right after the 5th week.  I got a great deal on a brand new Ossur Rebound Cartilage under loader brace for $100.  They sell new for $900.  We'll see how that feels.  I will hit the 5 week mark a week from Monday and I'm on vacation til then, so time for some good healing.  Eating an ounce of collagen a day including an advanced formula (snake oil?) and a generic.  Types I,II,III,V.   Maybe it will help.

I'm not particularly heavy but definitely have gained 3 or 4 lbs of fat and lost muscle.  I'm about 144-145 lbs.  I went shopping for the first time yesterday.  At Walmart, you can shop on line and they will bring it to your car.  Getting it up the stairs was hard.  Used a canvas bag slung around my back.  2 trips.  I had my first fast food sandwich in probably yrs (other than a sub) yesterday.  Wendy's chicken sandwich and FRIES and sweet tea.  Was very good, but deadly.  

I have not worked out with my abs, pullups, and pushups circuit since Monday.  So, undisciplined.  Will definitely do that today.  

My PT will start March 24 with some gentle ham bridges, zero resistance biking, and various other exercises.  

Sunday, January 26, 2025

Pool, crazy limbo

Here it is coming up on 2 days before I leave for LA for surgery and it's not going according to plan.  I did finally get back to the pool today amidst a hectic first week of classes where I've arranged to be gone the next 2 weeks from MTSU, but Sewanee is crazy ... huge turnout, biggest ever.  I have to teach 5 hrs without a break on the Tuesday before I leave Wednesday.  

My insurance company rejected authorization for my surgery pending a 'peer to peer' review with my surgeon that took place last Friday.   Generally, physicians are 90% successful in justifying surgery, after asking 2 that I know, one a thoracic and the other an orthopedic.  However, it could very well be denied and then, the cost out of pocket could be in the range price of a new car.  I'm talking $30k.   

I have no doubt that Dr. Saliman can make a convincing clinical case for surgery as he likely has these meetings all the time, but he doesn't have my medical records and doesn't know me and why I specifically am a good candidate for the surgery:  most convincingly that I rehabbed a similar previous surgery completely, demonstrated by elite level athletic performance and no reinjury.  Also, normal BMI.  Plus, the insurance covered it completely last time, and they are only obligated to cover 60% this time.  However, the facility and the anesthesiologist claim independently and may offer more coverage.  I should find out by end of day Monday.  And, here's one more crazy thing.  The person who files insurance and delivers cost estimates for the surgery center I was told she has been out sick since Wednesday.  This is nuts!

After 35 yrs under the TN State BCBS insurance plan, I have never had a claim denied.  Here was the verbiage for the initial denial:  

Denial Reason: Lack of sufficient clinical documentation Your records were carefully reviewed. The request to fix a torn cartilage cushion meniscus in your knee cannot be approved. More information is needed regarding your diagnosis and planned surgery. This needs to include your BMI height-weight measurement. Also surgery to fix the tear works better for those who are less than forty years old. It also works better for patients who are forty to fifty years old and very active. Your records do not show that this is the case for you. Please talk with your doctor about treatment options. A copy of this letter went to your doctor.

Yea, they ask about my BMI and say "your records were carefully reviewed."  I have never heard such a level of absolute bullshit.  For years, I've received the full $250 cash incentive awarded by this same company for, in part, keeping a normal BMI.  And.., hmmm, I'm "not active"???   When I chatted with a phone rep of BCBS, she said the decisions were made by their 'vendor' Turning Point Health.  She would not allow me the contact info for this decision maker (although their number is on their website) and was acting as an intermediary between me and them on the phone.  They said something incredibly stupid and ignorant to her about first trying "conservative treatments" before surgery.  Yea, conservative treatment to mask the pain so as to make my meniscus degenerate and become unrepairable.  Dumbasses.    

So, age being the biggest factor, Saliman has debunked that on his website and two studies state at least an 80% success rate of such repairs over age 60.  Due to my previous rehab experience, I would say I'd be closer to 90%+.  

Studies show, successful repair is obtained up to age 70 years.... age, as an independent factor, should not be considered a contraindication for meniscus repair: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9891740/ 
https://www.mdpi.com/2077-0383/12/21/6922

Anyway, the next phone call I get from them could be worth $20K either way.  I'll be pretty out of my mind if I don't find out definitively by tomorrow.  I am fortunate that I can afford to pay it, and there is both internal review appeals, and an external independent review process, and of course litigation.  I think I could compile a slam dunk case for an external review.  

Maybe this is a sign of the times.  

The general Republican MO in regard to healthcare, Big Pharma, the VA, etc… is to privatize, maximize profits at the expense of consumer, usually the sick and elderly.   The first things Trump did when he came into office was to eliminate price controls on pharmaceutical drugs for those on Medicare and Medicaid, freeze hiring for VA, stop all research and information sharing for the National Institute of Health (effectively halting cancer research), and for the CDC (in the midst of a severe bird flu pandemic), and withdrew from the WHO.  War on science and gifts to big pharma, CEOs, stockholders, etc...  

Anyway...

In the pool today, I did my usual interval workout and I was really winded but HR never got above 153.   Of course this is from my highly inaccurate watch.  Only 2:30 over 145.    I wonder if this time away from leg use and sprinting will lower my max HR?  

It was pretty much like the previous:

Pool

6 x 50 yd w/ 70 sec rest - 40, 41, 43, 46, 49, 50

I did feel pretty pumped when I finished.  I am quite light.  140.2 lbs.  Maybe losing muscle mass?  


Wednesday, January 8, 2025

possible Drs appointment cancellation/ postponement

Who could have thought my Drs appointment next week with Dr. Saliman on my knee would be affected by an out of control wildfire?  Are you kidding me?  My MRI disc was supposed to arrive Monday but tracking says it's delayed "by weather conditions" although it is in LA.  

Dr. Saliman's office on Sunset Blvd is literally one block away from a level 2 fire evacuation zone.  Level 2 means "get ready."  Level 3 means "go."  

I've been waiting for this appt for 2 weeks but some people in LA have obviously far more serious problems.   Assuming I get a meniscus repair, it will take 18 mo to get back to elite level.  Really not even enough time to get ready for '26 if my surgery is delayed much past Feb or March.  

We're about 36 hrs away from a major winter storm, and for here in the deep south, a "major winter storm" means more than 3-4" of snow.   And, due to gross incompetence at the Chattanooga Capitol Toyota dealer's repair shop, I will be without my 4x4.  After a month and 3 different diagnoses, I was told the truck needed a new transmission and transfer case for $9000.   I called BS, took it to the local transmission shop and it was what I originally thought and told them from day 1.... an electrical short in the wiring.  Cost for a new wiring harness installed:  less than $600.   Unbelievable!

Totally sedentary except for my daily 20 pullups, ab wheel, pushups, and bicycle crunches with ankle weights.   My V02 max is gone.   Pool opens Monday.  

MRI with contrast 2/19

2/6/19 just after my previous knee surgery I went to the ER with a heaviness in my chest, I was worried about a pulmonary embolism or clot.   After D-dimer tested high they recommended a CT chest scan with contrast.  I went down to the hospital and picked up the report and disc of that test today.  The report was very detailed and basically said the word 'normal' about 10x in regard to my heart and coronary arteries.  No mention of blockages.  Not really very informative.  FWIW...  



Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Reviews and discussion

I was reading some online discussion on meniscus repair specialist, Dr. Saliman.  Seems like he is willing to tackle the tough and difficult repairs no one else will.  He has a technique called 'circumferential compression repair' which he wrote a paper on in '13.  

Here is some of the discussion I've read from his recent patients who've had surgery with Saliman in just the past few months:

"I had an extremely complex tear that was repaired by Dr. Saliman on September 5th (I’m 7 weeks post-op today). It required 11 stitches to repair and Dr. Saliman said he had to piece it together “like a puzzle.” I traveled from Virginia to see him after doing a second opinion with him because my local orthopedic doctors could only offer a meniscectomy... My physical therapist is super impressed with how I’m doing given being in a straight leg brace for so long. And after seeing the pics from my arthroscopy, she is also amazed that Dr. Saliman was able to repair my tear so well (she mentioned she had never seen a tear so “wavy” before)."

"He said same thing about my repair, it was “like a puzzle” :)))...   I counted 6 stitches. 

"08/26/24 had my ACL and meniscus repaired by Saliman. He really cares about ur success. Told me 85% chance of success.  He told me my meniscus was one of the worst torn ones he's ever seen ...so longer surgery (2 hrs). High character guy. BS free.  Used BioBrace Graft reinforcement & Regeneten reinforcement grafting to the medial meniscus repair."

I think Saliman is a good choice from what I've read but it won't be cheap.  I'll probably pay several $K out of pocket, but that's ok.  My insurance will still pay 60% (for out of network) and I have a $7200 out of pocket max.   His use of new technology (i.e. MISHA knee system, BioBrace, Regeneten, etc...) demonstrates he is very current, and he shows meticulous attention to detail.  So, I think he might be able to help me.   

Hope the new year brings a new knee.  Will be a long recovery.  


Tuesday, December 31, 2024

Turning point

Here it is, New Years eve.  Later I'll write up my season summary, and wonder if it will be my last.  It very likely could be.   To my surprise, Dr. LaPrade responded sooner than expected today saying that he doesn't think he can do a complete repair of my meniscus.   It was devastating news.  

But, I scheduled an appointment with whom many say is the #1 surgeon in the country for this injury, Justin Saliman, inventor of the Novostitch device specifically for complex meniscus repair.  His practice is called the "Knee Preservation Center."   Check out his website.    mailed him my MRI today, and my zoom appointment with him is Jan 15.  So, I haven't given up completely.  Even if it can not be repaired, I'm sure it will heal to the point that will allow some occasional running on turf, maybe track.  I know of masters with knees far worse than mine who have competed for yrs, bone on bone.  Seriously.  (Ben J.)  A few who have resurfaced and replaced joints.  Even as it is now, I could probably get a season out of it, but that wouldn't be good long term.  I really don't want to compete if I can't train 100%.  But, not yet ready to announce my retirement from masters track.  I can still carry 60 lbs of firewood up the stairs with no pain... so there's that.  My legs are still strong.  

There is the question, even if I can sprint, and I can compete, should I?  Probably not.  My dad had his knee replaced at age 71, but he was sedentary and overweight through much of his 60s.  It's pretty routine procedure now.  I'm assuming that it will be in my future.  

But, if it's my last yr, stings that I didn't win Indoor Nationals as I should have, but I ranked #5 in the world indoors, #1 US indoor (by a lot), top 15 in the world overall outdoor and indoor combined, and #2 in the US.  Not bad for the last yr in my age group.  I ran under 60 five times before the outdoor season really started.   I even won my first and only individual Penn Relays Championship in the 100m.  Masters Rankings maintains a world list of the top 25 performances of all time by age group and event.   My 2021 56.23 ranks 21st world wide in M60, 11th for 61 and older, 8th in the USA in M60 and 4th in the USA over 61.   I'm in good company, people like Collins and Allie. 

If I leave, I will leave the sport with 9 USATF National Championships, a World title, and 4 individual world medals.   Regardless, it was a good run.   Me and Francois were only M60 in the US to run under 59 this yr.  (Francois had an amazing yr, Silver at worlds, WL in 2 events).    Just thinking about how hard I was training a year ago and how quickly life can change.  2024 would have been even better if that proximal ham didn't pop on 2/2, although it didn't really manifest for a month.  At least I stayed competitive til the end if this is it.

I guess I should perhaps be happy to hang up the spikes and just run once a week some intervals on turf and focus more on longevity.  I wonder where I'd be if I didn't feel that snap in my knee on Friday the 13th?  Would it have happened eventually?  Is it really just a pain management issue like my foot that should dictate?  Or should I anticipate far worse issues?

My main fear is that without the motivation of track competition, it will compromise my health and life.  Causing me to age quicker, live shorter, be less deliberate in how I live my life.   It took a great deal of sacrifice for someone who has to stretch to measure 5'7" ... a bowlegged white guy with not real good running form to become the fastest 400m runner in the world over 60.  I was literally pushing to the extreme edge.  The lifestyle, keeping the regimented schedule, food and supplement choices, weight, strength, etc...etc.. etc...   I look over to that chair where sits boxes of training shoes, racing spikes, bags of spikes-risers-wrenches, my rollers, tubing, massager, back pack with timers, tape, training clothes for all conditions, the weight dragging harness, orange marker cones, measuring wheel, starting blocks, and the trusty water bottle that has layers and layers of tape with pen scrawled interval times collected over weeks and months up to and including that last 3x300 on Friday the 13th.   

I should know more after Jan 15 and later in the spring.  

Wow, can't believe I made my first post on this blog on April 16, 2011.   Between then and now, that's a big chunk of my life.  I want to thank all those readers that have been with me for so long, you know who you are.  This is post # 2362 on this blog since it all began.  

Even if I retire from track competition, I'll probably keep this blog going because I do believe in sprint interval training, even if it's not running on the track.   







My last healthy workout where I ran a 13.32 100m.

Weight just under 140 lbs.

Dec. 9, 2024. 





























Sunday, December 29, 2024

Life change and test results

It will be end of coming week before I hear anything from Dr. LaPrade.  He will have both my Xrays and MRI arriving before he comes in on Jan. 2.   

Previously with my other knee injury, I trained on it for almost 2 months before surgery but not this time.  I'm doing nothing really except pullups, pushups, rubber tubing shoulder rotations, weighted bicycle crunches, ab wheel, but nothing to raise the heart rate near max and run the engine hot.  I fear it may affect my CV health and promote faster aging.  The best thing to do would be to get into the pool but it's closed til 1/13.   I could probably bike or row with no pain but I don't want to make my meniscus worse.  It will be already a difficult enough repair, assuming it can be.

During my normal lifestyle when training, so many things are centered around this.  What and when I eat, when I go to the bathroom, the weather (wind direction, rain, etc...), what type of workout I will do, what my goals for the session are, etc... It is a total life change.  It has brought me back strongly to guitar practicing where I'm playing so much more.  I played a community concert in FL on xmas night with a guitar I purchased and had sent to my parents house.  It turned out to be a spectacular guitar, a 48 yr old Takamine C136s in near mint condition, worth 3 or 4x the $500 I paid for it.  Definitely among the best guitars I own.  Astonishingly loud and easy to play.  

LIPID Blood work

I had the blood drawn for 4 lipid tests and I have results of 3 of them:  Apolipoprotein B1/A ratio, standard lipid panel, and MMR Lipid fractionation.   (They screwed up and didn't take enough blood for the Lipid ion mobility fractionation test).

Results were generally ok, some good and bad.   It had only been 8 weeks since my previous blood draw and I tried 3 things:  500mg niacin, bergamot juice and capsules, and cutting down on espresso coffee.  

Here is the standard lipid panel - first number Oct 18 blood draw, second - Dec 12.

Total Cholesterol: 215 - 169 
Triglycerides: 152 - 107 
LDL: 158 - 113 
HDL: 42 - 35 
Ratio: 5.17 - 4.8 

Slight improvement, but the HDL dropped with the LDL, which always has been a problem.   Overall, improvement, showing the supplement regime working.  Odd that all three indicators:  Total Chol, LDL, and TriG all dropped by the same exact amount, 45-46 points, which is significant - especially in just 8 weeks.   

My Apolipoprotein B/A1 ratio came in at 1.05. B was 104 - considered borderline high, A1 was 99 considered too low (under 120). Any ratio over 0.9 is considered higher risk (Mayo C).   Pretty much confirms the bad ratios I've always had, around the borderline risk area.   
A study showing this as the best prognosticator of CVD risk: 

The lipid fractionation MMR came in with mixed results, but mostly that I have more small dense LDL and less large molecule HDL.   

Confusing because the small LDL-P came in at 853 nmol/L which is high risk, however, the overall LDL size was in the normal range - 20.9 nm (over 20.5 is good).   

HDL-P, Large HDL-P came in low, which is considered high risk,  especially the Large HDL-P.  The overall HDL size was just into the high risk level (8.4 nm, anything under 8.7 is high risk) 

My most anomalous reading was VLDL-P (Large VLDL particles).   Elevated levels of large VLDL particles is bad.  Anything under 3.7 nmol/L is considered optimal, mine was off the charts low, listed as <1.5 nmol/L ...  which is very good.  My overall VLDL was also good, anything under 47.1 nm is optimal, mine was 43.8 nm, also good.  

Very hard to understand what all this means.  It's a very complex science, a lot of intangibles.

I also found another interesting food supplement I'm going to try.  It's called mangosteen juice.  I read some studies on it and heard some anecdotal testimonies from someone I know that it is has strong anti-malignancy and anti-inflammatory properties.  Recent study on that: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S104366182200576X 
  
I met up with my friend Jeff for dinner, a multi-millionaire physician.  We again went to his facility and looked at our carotid arteries with the ultrasound, we both were clear.  No sign of calcium on the walls of the artery, just a tiny amount on the outside.   He and another physician friend of mine are really against statins for non obese people.  He insists that it won't do much to extend life.  But I think it has for my parents.  

I visited my parents in FL last week.  I did gain a few lbs but by today I was back just under 141 lbs.  The worst thing I ate was a cannoli.  I snacked mostly on fruits and nuts besides my one meal / day.  

I think my parents look great.  Mom will be 83 in a month, dad 85 in April.  My dad is 25 lbs lighter than last yr at this time, weighing about 205 lbs.  My mother is definitely a bit overweight at 5'4" 140+ lbs.  My parents... they eat steak and potatoes, processed food like store-bought cookies and pies (with mile-long lists of ingredients), artificially flavored and chemically sweetened beverages and foods, they don’t read food labels, they eat butter, eggs, ice cream …. all the stuff I would never eat.  My mother at least eats vegetables, my father eats nothing really that is healthy.  He hates all the good stuff, berries, cruciferous vegetables, greens.   They are both on statins, my dad had a CAC scan Agatston score of over 1200 12+ yrs ago, they both have had a stent installed. Me, age 64, no beef or pork in 33 yrs, Mediterranean diet, only organic chicken and wild caught seafood, organic produce. I try to get my parents to eat better, but they say…"But we’re 85."   What can you say to that? 

We celebrated their 65th anniversary day after Christmas.  They were married Dec 26, 1959.   My mother was a month away from her 18th birthday, and my dad was to turn 20 that April.  Growing up in a hurry.
































Friday, December 6, 2024

wood

Cut the remainder of the firewood I'll need for the year.  My wisdom tooth infection is gone but it still hurts but is slowly improving.  Best I could do is a month before I can consult with the oral surgeon.  What if this were an emergency?  

Didn't get out of the 30ºs today but tomorrow is supposed to be at least 5º warmer and sunny.   3 days with no running feels like a long time.  I'll be out tomorrow for sure.   

Only benefit from this tooth issue is my body weight.  After the wood cutting, I weighed 138.5 lbs.  




Monday, October 14, 2024

Tempo 150s on turf

Cool weather in here, actually perfect for training.   Still on turf and expect to remain on turf for most workouts this yr.  One-upped myself with a total of 7 150s today.  Did 3 sets and lots of time in between.

Hoka trainers on

Stretches, drills, 100m, bands

3 x150m w/ 30 sec rest - 25.19, 25.46, 26.43

2 x 150m w/ 30 sec rest - 22.93, 26.20

2 x 150m w/ 30 sec rest - 24.86, 26.60

The first set, I just wanted to get through 3x, even though HR was 181 at the start of 3rd rep.  Second set, I wanted run one fast (into the wind) and stride the second one, HR maxed at just 172.  3rd set wasn't bad since I took about full rest.  HR maxed at just 174.

Need to start running fast at some point, even 50 - 100m on turf.  

Felt it in the glutes after doing some single leg squats yesterday, haven't been doing them regularly.  

142.2 lbs after workout.  Weight is getting down there.  Probably won't do anything til Friday, unless I go out tomorrow.  

My hands have been feeling pretty good lately and I've been playing more guitar recently than in the past year or 2.  I decided to apply for a sabbatical to do some creative work and performing.  Chances are small that it will be approved, since I've had previous sabbaticals, but nevertheless.  In the unlikely event it is approved, it won't be until spring '26.   That summer might be my next World meet, I'll be 66 then and the meet is in Daegu, S. Korea.  

While applying I found this clip of a performance I did on NPR during my last sabbatical several yrs ago.  Surprised to find it.   

http://cpa.ds.npr.org/wpln/audio/2015/11/live_in_c_nov_17_2015_final.mp3

 

Tuesday, September 17, 2024

visit to NY, night at the airport, bike climb


Went to NY to visit my parents.   I attended the SUNY Cortland football game in style with special invitation to the newly built skybox, attended my nephew's 6th grade football game, and met up with a few friends from high school I hadn't seen in 40+ yrs.  More on that below.  

On the way back, landed in the 'eyewall' of the remnants of Hurricane Francine over Charlotte, NC, very challenging approach in heavy rain, zero visibility.  Then my flight to Chattanooga was delayed from 11:25pm to 7:45 the next morning, so ... I slept in the airport. 

I canceled my 2 hrs of teaching today, went back to sleep til mid afternoon.  My foot was a bit sore from walking literally miles around the airport, so I decided to not run today and did a hard bike climb.  It was one of the top 3 or 4 fastest this summer.

Roarks Cove rd bike climb 

time - 21:52

Max HR - 186

HR over 170 - 13:00 min 

HR over 180 (consecutive) - 2:39

Avg HR - 164

Avg speed - 6.45 mph

Weight still up.  144.7 after workout.   


Photos from my trip:

With dad in the Cortland skybox home opener.   Cortland St. won the DIII National Championship in football last year.  Dad is in the Cortland Hall of Fame, so we were invited.  






With dad and mom at their condo in Binghamton




















Dad in the back yard





















Me and Tim M.  Bill, Tim, and family were in town to move their mom into a retirement home.  She is 90.  Tim I hadn't seen in about 42 yrs I think.  Also, saw Bob S., he was the doorman at the parents condo building.  He was in my graduating class and on our wrestling team.  























My 'bed' at the airport.












Me and Tom

Tuesday, September 10, 2024

4x100m tempo, 100, 60


Same as last time.  Not much different.  Still out of shape, about the same weight.  Felt hot in the sun,  86º, dry.  

Hoka trainers on

Stretches, drills, bands, 100m

Hoka rocket x2s on

100m on turf - 17

4x100m on turf w/ 30 sec rest ~ 17.5 avg

100m - 14.40

60m - 8.53

 

Still disappointing.  Can't run fast or far.  HR hit 180 after #3 of the tempo set so 5X was out.  I can't believe how slow I'm running but the foot isn't much better yet.  

144.2 lbs after workout.  If I'm able to lose 4 lbs, it will gets easier. 

Did nothing Wed-Sat, then on Sun, did a circuit of 5x10 burpees with a pushup and leap and some bicycle crunches.  Guess what was the sorest after?  My lats!  Surprised.  Not that many pushups but the lats were so sore today.  

Need to ramp up my cross training later this month.  Traveling this weekend to my home town so will not do much this weekend either.

On a side note.... our world changed on Monday when Roya was the victim of a corporate layoff, sudden and unjustified after 24 yrs of hard work for the ungrateful failing POS company, UPS.   4 days notice.  That's corporate America.  So glad not to be a part.  Really happy with my 15 hr/ 2 day per week low stress job at the college. Been playing more guitar lately, maybe work toward a performance.   Things could be worse.   One of my colleagues suffered a massive stroke while teaching this week.  Not a healthy individual, probably career ending and certainly life altering.  He's only 71.  I think blood vessels are like rubber tubing.  If you leave them sit long enough, they lose elasticity, dry rot and break.  If you stress them and stretch them routinely, they remain flexible, perhaps less likely to have ruptures, strokes, etc...  I think pushing to max HR for short duration a few times a week can be good in accomplishing CV health.  You can clearly see the 4 lbs of fat around my waist.  Not so good.